Status Update #2

declined1Yesterday I received my second response from one of the six schools I applied to for Fall 2010  in the mail. In order to keep better track I will post all six schools in each of my status updates:

1. University of California, Riverside – Declined
2. University of Nevada, Reno –
3. University of Arizona –
4. University of Illinois, Chicago –
5. University of Virginia –
6. Boston College – Declined

I was a little more prepared for this one but that isn’t to say that it doesn’t start to worry me. I lay in bed Thursday night wondering what if, what if this dream doesn’t work out? What next? Where to from here? Could I handle six rejection letters? What if I get only one acceptance and it’s somewhere I’ve decided I really couldn’t live after all? I finally worried myself to sleep and today I’m trying to leave it to fate to tell me where to from here. I am not particularly the religious type but in my scientific mind I am not so egocentric to believe that this life is all there is. There is always something bigger and whether that is God or whether that is a planet just like ours, a lot bigger than ours and we are just the playthings of kids much larger than us…well either way I have to have faith that there is a plan for me out there somewhere.

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