Visiting A Campus!


scrubsWell, I called the school down here that I was looking at and made an appointment to visit with them on Monday. I am still not certain that I want to go in to medical sonography but there is no reason why I shouldn’t go in to look at the school and see what it’s like. I am terrified, absolutely terrified that I’m picking a career to pick a career. That I’m giving up the best opportunity that I ever had, the chance to work on my own time, at my own pace, to spend as much time with my family as I want, to enjoy life outside of four walls without having a boss to answer to and a paycheck to work for. I like getting paid and obviously the jobs I’m working now aren’t quite cutting it, I pay the bills and have little left for anything else and at nearly 30 years old that is unacceptable. I don’t know that the answer is going out to work for someone else though…but I don’t know that it isn’t. I’m absolutely petrified. What if I put in two years of training and try to begin a job in health care and at the end of the day I hate it? What if I realize that I’ve made the worst decision ever? What if, what if, what if…there are always so many what if’s!

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