I would like to apologize to my readers for the tone of my blog lately. I will not apologize for myself because I am who God made me and I endure as I can but I would like to thank those of you who stick with my posts as they track my life - every piece of it. I don't

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There's a quiet hum in the air tonight, the kind of silence that makes a new mother nervous. Just the slow droning of the air conditioner preparing for it's fitful night of sleep dares to rattle through the cotton padded night. My eyes grow heavy both from tears and sheer exhaustion and my brain, which retired hours ago, puts up

When it all comes down to it we all need a little help every now and then. Last night I lay in the darkness under the warmth of my quilt and I asked my God for His help. I asked Him to show me a sign, to give me an inkling as to what I should be doing with my